I miss you but .....

I know you are bad boy
I know you are not here for me
I know you love her not me
but ...
You must know I miss you now 
You must know I miss our memories in past time
I need a good listener is like you
And you know when I feel comfort to tell about my problem 
I say in my heart how lucky I'm and  I have been your girl friend
Sometimes I think can we go back and together again? 
I know it's impossible and to start again it's so hard for me
I always see you from far away and hope you will be happy in your life